More Emails From Tom Leatherwood On Facebook Tonight

PauLa Servetti
he wrote: Tom Leatherwood

why do you buy into this morons BS? He's a loser of the first degree. His own worst enemy. And a no talent loser whose wasted his life mooning about his bad luck. His music sucks. Always did.
You seem like a woman with some class.....this guy is the king of the narcissist. Total loser. Using FB to bemoan the largest pity party imaginable.....im sick of hearing it.
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Vicky PauLa and Andrew like this.
Bobby Jameson This fuckin guy is gone over the line.......
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Vicky Damn!!! He has...he's gone waaaaaaaaaaaaay over the line!! What an imbecile he is!!
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Bobby Jameson Yeah Vicky...this is demented bullcrap....
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Vicky Exactly!!
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David Well, I'm totally confused.
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Andrew demented bs from demented person.
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Bobby Jameson Emailing me with this crap is one thing, but emailing Paula is going too far.....
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Richard I kinda feel sorry for Tom Peckerwood. He's obviously a miserable and angry nut job.
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Wil He has a very serious complex about you, Bobby. Did you beat him up in grade school and take his lunch?
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Chris I will run a background on him, where is he located?
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Bobby Jameson He's on fb and he is not far from me in Paso Robles, CA.....about 25 minutes from here.....sounds like he's trippin Chris......
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Nick Think it's more about him wanting Paula than hating Bobby...
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Chris I will check back, my cuz told me to watch jimmy kimmel tonight, yeah he needs to be checked out, i will let you know if he has a record
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Bobby Jameson OK...thanks Chris....
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David Book him Danno.
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Bobby Jameson IF I could get a hold of him I'd book em in the mouth!
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David Best to let Chris and I take you out to dinner Bobby.
Alibi's you know.
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Bobby Jameson sounds casual........Ha!
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David Nope. Formal. So put on some socks. LOL
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DeeDee Honey, you wouldn't beat up a mentally challenged person, would you? We love you, Bobby. It's sticks and stones, buddy.
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Bobby Jameson Maybe...maybe he's loaded.....and he lives about 20 minutes from me.....and he's not mentally challenged...he's just full of shit.....
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Bobby Jameson But I get your point DeeDee...thanks.......
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DeeDee Tom is showing you who the loser really is, and you didn't even have to say anything. I love it when people prove their stupidity.
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Bobby Jameson Another very good point........OK I'll just slap him a little.....
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David Is that his real name, or just a FB name?
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Bobby Jameson His real name is Tom Leatherwood....he is a real person who started this shit earlier in the day.....I have asked people who know him and me to intervene.....we'll see....
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Bobby Jameson I don't even know the guy!
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PauLa Servetti me neither
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DeeDee Bobby, he sounds to me like he's jealous and not getting enough attention.
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Bobby Jameson Right!
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DeeDee Let's see, there is a word for that...oh yeah, pathetic.
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Bobby Jameson That's the word DeeDee............
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Barbara No one knows this Tom guy...everyone knows you Bobby!!! 'Nuff said!
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Bobby Jameson Thanks Barbara!
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Bobby Jameson I'm easing back into a humorous state of mind.........
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DeeDee I think we just met the "Lonesome Loser", buddy;-)
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Barbara LOL! Good one DD!
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Phil ‎"And a no talent loser whose wasted his life mooning about his bad luck" Are you mooning again? seems the only ass is this dude, he is pissed cause he plays bass in the church choir!
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ANOTHER WONDERFUL COMMENT BY A FAN ON FACEBOOK

14 hours agoTom Leatherwood
Being on the internet is a waste of time for you. MUch less facebook. Ive seen some sniveling whining morons in my life but you take the cake. Ive listened to your whining, read your internet crap and all i have to say is that you get narcissist of the world award. Youve spent your life whining about all the fame and money your "talent" couldnt provide and im sick of it. Face reality. You didnt have it. You just didnt HAVE it. Get it through your head. THATS WHY IT DIDN'T HAPPEN FOR YOU. NO ONE TOOK YOUR IDEAS AND MADE THEM PAY OFF! Anymore then you could. Facebook isnt a place for whining and boo hooing about all the fame you couldnt create, that you didnt deserve. Get a life. While you can. IF you can. Its doubtful.
Stop the pity party. It sickening to listen to. Ive been watching and listening to your crap the last year and tried to be christian in my thoughts. Ive kept my council and talked to people that profess to know you and have finally hit the wall. Get OVER yourself.
Your NOT Jesus Christ, and your NOT Bob Dylan and nobody gives a shiit. And believe it or not, this advice comes to you in all sincerity.
Your a human being and your Gods child. Start acting like it.
Good luck.

44 minutes agoBobby Jameson
Well you punk ass mother fucker....anytime shit head...any fucking time you want......Bobby

30 minutes agoTom Leatherwood
Spoken like a true phsycopath. And then what? Your going to beat me up? For telling you what your friends won't? And what will that change? It's about GROWING UP "Bobby". "punk ass mo fo"? Shithead? I havent heard those since about 1960? What you got from me was good advice, what you do with it is your business. Adios

29 minutes agoBobby Jameson
You are an arrogant fake Christian Tom...and yes I will kick the living shit out of you......I'm right down the hill asshole in SLO....

25 minutes agoTom Leatherwood
No, your not going to do anything. Get a handle on your anger...then get a grip on yourself...You don't know a thing about me. This is about you, not me pal. Your your own worst enemy...

23 minutes agoBobby Jameson
It's about you Tom.....but you are unaware of it....you don't know me either.....You think because you blather about christianity that you have some special right and duty to look down on me in judgement........
You ought to go to my profile on fb...because I have made you a star........

Tom Leatherwood
Not at all, I just got sick of having to see all of your self pity played out on Facebook.Thats not what its for. And Bobby? Nobody cares what you have on your profile ok? ok.

WINDS OF TIME

Artist: Robert Watson
"Pasoga Roma"

TIME AND SPACE
CORDONED OFF
LIKE A
PRISON CAMP
SURVIVORS STAND
HOLLOW FACED
AND RIGID
PRAYING FOR
AN END
BUT FEAR
THEIR PRAYERS
FALL ON
DEAF EARS
AND COLD HEARTS...
THERE IS NO
RIGHT TO DIE
NO RIGHT
TO LIVE
EXCEPT WITHIN
THE CONFINES
OF THE CAMP
WHERE MISERY
DICTATES
EACH DAY
AND LONELY NIGHT...
TIME AND SPACE
WHERE SKELETONS
OF DREAMS
ARE ALL
THAT REMAIN
OF YOUTH
NOW LEFT
TO THE WINDS
OF TIME...

Bobby Jameson Sep 2 2011

(part 255) THE WAY YOU BROKE MY HEART

I am not as lost as I am fed up and frustrated by my own life and putting it out in public like a rotting piece of meat swarmed over by flies. As I listen to Danny Whitten's "I Don't Want To Talk About It" I understand the dilemma of trying to live with an utterly broken heart. There is no way to communicate the basis of my remark to anyone who has not truly been impaled on that particular nail. Likewise, without the ability to communicate to others one remains shattered by all that shattered them to begin with.

There is no way to convey a broken heart other than to do what the broken-hearted do, which has always been unacceptable to most of the rest of the world. One is either soundly condemned for it, or given a pep-talk from hell masquerading as good-intentioned advice. I reject both versions completely.

What begins to become vividly apparent, after years of neglect, is that what the problem was in the past now stubbornly remains the problem today, and appears destined to be the same tomorrow. Even in making this remark here and now I can feel the reaction to it from the masses who have been brain-washed into believing that they must counter this kind of thinking at all costs.

It is the wholesale inability and downright refusal to admit to, and/or cope with, the lethality of a truly broken-hearted person, that ultimately leaves those suffering abandoned by the many, as a remedy-or-else solution. In 1972 I made a decision, on two separate occasions, to commit suicide after nine years of repeated dead-ends in the music business, decisions I still wish had been successful. The fact that this is really how I feel has and will be met with numerous forms of criticism, contempt, anger, and possible worry.

It is this reaction by people, to those who suffer, that ultimately drives the sufferer away to sort out their options alone. Those people, who I have the deepest possible contempt for, reside in the luxury of their judgement offering up suggestions to a burning man such as, "You ougtta throw some water on that," and then claiming that they have helped.

In my life I have witnessed the repeated small-talk antidote for everything, no matter how lethal or destructive it may be, or have been, to an individual or their family. When my father committed suicide in 1970, I received help in the form of, "Don't let it get you down," and nothing else. Currently in my quest to keep breathing I receive basically the same identical advice as I did then. For decades I have crawled along the curb, hovering slightly above total annihilation, only to look up occasionally at those frowning at my performance.

It is brought home in recent days by another offer to release some of my songs on a label without any money, except somewhere in the future, a future which in my experience has never come and never will. Another voice saying, "You can trust me!" I would think that anyone who knew anything about my past would be embarrassed to make such an offer at this point, but then I surmise that this person either doesn't know, or does, and believes that I should trust them anyway.

To me it's another low-ball moment. Another day to say, "No!" Another time to turn my back and shake my head and wonder why anyone thinks that I need to do this shit some more? Every problem I have is directly linked to trusting people in the music business, with disastrous results. I don't need, or care about, another record of my work being released with nothing in it for me except it being the latest version.

If I live long enough, maybe someday someone will actually offer me something to participate in the release of some of my work, but in all honesty I am not holding my breath. But in the meantime all I can do is to write about, "The way you broke my heart."

SIXTY-SIX

SIXTY-SIX AND BROKEN
SIXTY-SIX ALONE
SIXTY-SIX AND COUNTING
KICK ANOTHER STONE

THIRTY-THREE WAS HALF OF IT
THIRTY-THREE AHEAD
THIRTY-THREE IN MISERY
I SHOULD HAVE DIED INSTEAD

FORTY-FOUR IN DARKNESS
FORTY-FOUR IN PAIN
FORTY-FOUR AND PLENTY MORE
TO DRIVE MY MIND INSANE

FIFTY-FIVE AND STILL ALIVE
FIFTY-FIVE IN FEAR
FIFTY-FIVE I DID SURVIVE
I HOPE THE END IS NEAR

SIXTY-SIX OF WANDERING
SIXTY-SIX IN YEARS
SIXTY-SIX OF STACKING STICKS
AND COUNTING ALL THE TEARS

Bobby Jameson August 14, 2011

RECTANGLED INTO ROUND

Artwork Joe Bonita

CRUSHED AGAINST
THE BURNING WALL
OF DREAMS THAT
SPUTTERED INTO STALL

FACTS LIKE RAZORS
CUT ME CLEAN
REALITY IS
FUCKING MEAN

DEAD LIKE DAYS
THAT SCREAM OUT NO
I HAVE NO FUCKING
PLACE TO GO

BUT GO I WILL
TO NOWHERE'S DOOR
A DOOR UNMARKED
TO EVERMORE

FACE TO FACE
WITH TONGUE TO EYES
SLOBBERED TEARS
THAT CRITICIZE

MY EVERY MOVE
MY EVERY WORD
MY EVERY SINGLE THING
I'VE HEARD

BROKEN BACKED
AND CORNERED BOUND
EACH SQUARE RECTANGLED
INTO ROUND

TRIANGLED FEAR
THAT OWNS THE SOUL
IS FUCKING HERE
OUT OF CONTROL

ZIPPERED FACES
GLEAMING SPIT
GNAWING MOMENTS
IN A FIT

WHAT IN GOD'S NAME
CAN I DO
TO GET THE FUCK
AWAY FROM YOU?

Bobby Jameson August 13, 2011